I Had a Point When I Started

Sitting above the waves watching the bold ply their skills and the vigorous run along the cliffs I regret my time sequestered from the world that has been this past year.



I find myself thinking dark thoughts and so I am leaving the edge and heading down to the sand and what the new tides will bring. Not cool when the ledge starts to look like a reasonable option.

I find I am unable to release my anger. Impotent rage is the most useless of emotions. "Hate him back", doesn't work for me as I don't believe in "Him", in the first place. It serves no purpose to rage at the Medical Machine. The one doctor's incompetence cost a week of delay at the surgical clinic but didn't alter the outcome in any significant way. The Hospice and their half assed work while the celebrated the birth of Jebus or the death of the year or whatever fetivus they partook of did make the events more traumatic but again altered the outcome not one wit. Family tantrums and hasty decisions take no heed of my anguish as does evolution and its' creation of the oncogenes in the first place.

This most useless of pastimes creeps into my thoughts in idle times when the wind and the the rain are stealing my sleep and the cold grinds into my joints.

Cash for ????

We participated in the cash for clunkers program and it was poorly run and our dealer held the vehicle illegally but we got a cool new car. The problem was in two areas. The web site set up by Citi group was not prepared for the onslaught. The dealers did not take the clunkers as directed in the program and stuck it to consumers by holding their cars.Here is a look at our farewell to jeep.

After stopping in at the doctor we headed to the beach. We also stopped in at the I center and picked up some Maui Wowie to top things off.

And our new Versa at Camel Rock